episode 5 of hai pai tian xin was epic..
but episode 9 & 10 was even more so.
or maybe it's the build up of the feelings..
very long nvr cry already...lol
what the freak...
if a kid see me cry sure think that why this scary uncle cry.. haha

My leg is very painful!!!
And I only have myself to blame for it.
But I'm so obliged to not taking mc for it....
This sucks!

This 2 months have been high spending months. It's almost can rally with the time where I bought my itouch and external hard drive. Last month due to all the holidays. And this month due to CNY near the corner. I'm now rather addicted to getting jackets/sweater etc..lol
I feels like I should just buy alot of jackets for CNY. haha. But I still haven't got my jeans and wallet..

Aside from spending alot... my ippt taken ytd was as cui-dable as possible. 2.4km dropped by 15 seconds. And instead of aiming for gold timing, my score dropped by 1 =( .... 24/25
I would most probably try again a fortnight later.
And yet again, February is where the 48th batch ord. But 'wooden pin' would still have to wait til March. HAIZ!!! He should be the first one to go, not the last...
The level of craziness in my company would definitely drop by a large fold.
Here's to hope that the level of fun would still overpower the level of resentment!
Peace!

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sidenote: My determination was indeed unfounded. but I still did runs once every 2 days for the last 2 weeks.

ok. My new new year resolution!
Is to: !!!!!!!!
Run 5km everyday at 0630 and in turn get gold before I ord!!!
If not everyday, den every weekday that I'm in camp and not doing cos/guard/outfield.
And to be garang until for the next 7 months!

Is that possible?
Will I really wake up so early every in-camp day?
Never know til I try..
It shall officially start on Monday, 4 Jan 2010.
And I hope I really start -.-

2 more days to a new year of 2010. Personally, a much anticipated year for me.
Lost returning and ending, ORD and start of uni. Looking back for 2009, nth major happened.
Last 2 weeks of this year, I managed to get a break from ns by spamming all my leaves. A nice change of pace from. Removing the hectic lifestyle and replacing it with a free lifestyle. More sleep!! and less problems!! =)

For last week, attended my cousin's wedding, played alot of basketball, celebrated x'mas 3 times (lol).. It has been a fun week. So for tmr, I plan to stay at home to read storybook -.- haha. So my resolution for 2010?
I would want a smooth journey towards ord, without major problems/troubles for me. And to be able to excel in uni.
All sources are telling me that it's hard to study in uni. and my friends who have always scored better than me are also complaining of the toughness.. I hope i can handle the stress and etc.
I would never know until next year.

another 24km coming up with the end of 2nd batch.
super fast. but new batch coming in 2 days after..=(
more stress everyday..
weekend confine...urgh.17 come soon plz.

The amazing race today was rather fun. The ymca dance as a forfeit made the whole grp damn high. The way I dance should be very 'blocky' bah..lol. I was rather reluctant to dance, but my grp was so high that I just had to joined in a little. Need to get the video to see how funny it turns out..Wasted a lot of time finding the station at chijmes as the jaguar csm gave a wrong hint and we kept wandering around the art museum trying to find the station... -.-
The task to be done there also took quite a lot of time because they dun wan to listen to my solution.. the typical crossing river quiz.
We ran a lot but still did not get into top 11 out of the 20 or so teams... a bit weak

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Rantings below are typed out in an absolutely calm manner.
He said we are his arms and legs that help him to handle the rec.
He said to punish the sect comd if the rec were caught smoking at pasir ris area and other hot spot.
So now we have to supervise them even outside of camp? How to do that..
Would he whack his own limbs if they cannot carry too heavy stuffs?
He said he gave all the coy time to clear leave/off by not giving them any batches, except for A.
So is that 'all' the coy?

People always say things in favor of one's self, whether consciously or subconsciously. You, me, we are all the same. The difference is only in how much damage is inflicted to others while preserving oneself.